Cecilia's Secrets

  Another time for a pleasant chat in that old room, with the doctor while he was having dinner once more, already puffed up, complaining about having to leave quickly due to his brother's incident, I received some more affection from the Spider. At bedtime he was soon warning about some of his manias, a detail that I left blank, he always alerted me of everything that bothered his ex, because he did not want to be bothered by the fights together. One of his mania in which he was already warning me was that he always flossed his bed, while I was already lying fighting for a space with Aranha in that double bed, with gray covers, and the bedroom in a sock light, as the bathroom light was on while the bedroom light was off. When I get up to brush my teeth, I confess that I was very relaxed, as if that intimacy was something of my everyday life. When Christian went back to bed, he said that I should be careful with Aranha because he would sleep there with us, in this one and asked me

 While he kissed me and caressed my body with his hands, my thoughts about him drove me crazy before I could even take  off a single piece of my clothing, I couldn't believe I was with my doctor, and that was completely maddening. We played with Spider a little more, until he decided to do some instagram stories and one of them and I had Spider  in my lap. Before posting he showed me and there he was showing that he was accompanied, after all my nails in red  and my waist in black cropped could not deny that he was accompanied by a woman, at all times he treated me as if  we had a relationship, he he said that the mere fact of posting that post would keep the patients who used to sing  for him, and since he was with me now, that would be good. Then again he lay beside me on the couch, hugged me, and I felt so involved that I closed my eyes. Grabbing me by the waist, I told myself that I would not allow him to go any further, but inside me the desire  was uncontrollable until he unz

  Spider is a love, a docile dog, I wanted to bring him to my home. While he played with the prize in bed, Christian put my coat on a hanger and put it in his closet. It appeared to be well organized, the old wardrobe built into the wall, it was large, and all the green doors were open. I went in the car, got my pink suitcase, put it in the room. He called me into the living room, it was small but cozy like a grandmother's room on the farm. In the room there was a green closet where there was a safe and many medicines. The TV was connected to a channel aimed at dogs, in which sound and image are specific to hold the canines' attention. He took some medicine and then he called me to the kitchen it was time for him to prepare one of his evening meals, after all, a nutritionist doctor has his rules. The kitchen was from a very old house, there were chickens being defrosted, the tap running under running water bothered me when I tried to close it, he didn't let it, he said

  To Roxette, "The Look", and with a lot of rain along the way, I went. I confess that fearless, but with a chill in the belly, and asking God to save me from any danger, I thought of a few moments when I came back, the rain and the feeling of being crazy said to me, "Come back, Cecilia, you crazy, if that car overturns? You don't even have insurance" But I was already there, sure that I wanted to find it, feel your touch, your smell, Doctor Christian, has very prominent cheekbones, a round face, which if it weren't for your spotted body I could compare with that Trakinas cookie. That week he had a beard, half-shaved. I asked him to leave, he was sexy, and I was all silly when he commented in his instagram story that he was shaved because someone asked. In one of our late-night video calls, the Doctor showed me his tattoos, all of them between his hips and knees. Can I say that your pelvic area is well designed? Esculapio, marks the right thing including wi

  As soon as I got back from the church, I had dinner running, so I could talk to Christian more. We made a video call, on that day if I'm not mistaken he introduced me to his addiction, vaper. He showed me how it works, and I told him a little more about my life. When I say a little it is a little. Christian likes to talk about him, and he doesn't seem to care so much about my stories, I remember that the next day I thought about it, he asked me what I had done that day and I didn't remember telling the rest, he told me cut to talk about himself. Even so, it was very good to talk to him that night, I turned off the flame at around midnight, I found it hard to sleep but finally I even dreamed of him. Second, we talked all day by message, he said the afternoon that he needed to tell something, but that it didn't matter so much, that it could be the night on the video call. I was curious. When he finally called me that night he told me that at the beginning of the quaran

Richard thought I was not going to notice the intrusion, when we were about to leave, I tried to unlock my iphone and it was locked for the next 5 minutes. At that very moment the discourse started, until then, nothing unusual, hey Richard we fought every week. But this time I know that I could have avoided it. He could have pretended that he hadn't noticed his intrusion. But deep down I wanted a reason for him to freak out and break up with me like he always did, so it was easy. _Richard if you don't trust me, what do you do with me? Trust is the foundation of the relationship, so it will not work. _It is true, Cecilia, (Picking up her backpack and putting away her mcbook) he continued, this time I will believe that it will not work, and so he left. Richard, today is the end of this story, although I missed him today. I ordered a burger, started a new netflix series, a documentary about cooking. Sunday morning, blue sky, I kept thinking about what Richard and I would be planni