Cecilia's Secrets

  Spider is a love, a docile dog, I wanted to bring him to my home. While he played with the prize in bed, Christian put my coat on a hanger and put it in his closet. It appeared to be well organized, the old wardrobe built into the wall, it was large, and all the green doors were open. I went in the car, got my pink suitcase, put it in the room. He called me into the living room, it was small but cozy like a grandmother's room on the farm. In the room there was a green closet where there was a safe and many medicines. The TV was connected to a channel aimed at dogs, in which sound and image are specific to hold the canines' attention. He took some medicine and then he called me to the kitchen it was time for him to prepare one of his evening meals, after all, a nutritionist doctor has his rules. The kitchen was from a very old house, there were chickens being defrosted, the tap running under running water bothered me when I tried to close it, he didn't let it, he said ...

  To Roxette, "The Look", and with a lot of rain along the way, I went. I confess that fearless, but with a chill in the belly, and asking God to save me from any danger, I thought of a few moments when I came back, the rain and the feeling of being crazy said to me, "Come back, Cecilia, you crazy, if that car overturns? You don't even have insurance" But I was already there, sure that I wanted to find it, feel your touch, your smell, Doctor Christian, has very prominent cheekbones, a round face, which if it weren't for your spotted body I could compare with that Trakinas cookie. That week he had a beard, half-shaved. I asked him to leave, he was sexy, and I was all silly when he commented in his instagram story that he was shaved because someone asked. In one of our late-night video calls, the Doctor showed me his tattoos, all of them between his hips and knees. Can I say that your pelvic area is well designed? Esculapio, marks the right thing including wi...

  As soon as I got back from the church, I had dinner running, so I could talk to Christian more. We made a video call, on that day if I'm not mistaken he introduced me to his addiction, vaper. He showed me how it works, and I told him a little more about my life. When I say a little it is a little. Christian likes to talk about him, and he doesn't seem to care so much about my stories, I remember that the next day I thought about it, he asked me what I had done that day and I didn't remember telling the rest, he told me cut to talk about himself. Even so, it was very good to talk to him that night, I turned off the flame at around midnight, I found it hard to sleep but finally I even dreamed of him. Second, we talked all day by message, he said the afternoon that he needed to tell something, but that it didn't matter so much, that it could be the night on the video call. I was curious. When he finally called me that night he told me that at the beginning of the quaran...

Richard thought I was not going to notice the intrusion, when we were about to leave, I tried to unlock my iphone and it was locked for the next 5 minutes. At that very moment the discourse started, until then, nothing unusual, hey Richard we fought every week. But this time I know that I could have avoided it. He could have pretended that he hadn't noticed his intrusion. But deep down I wanted a reason for him to freak out and break up with me like he always did, so it was easy. _Richard if you don't trust me, what do you do with me? Trust is the foundation of the relationship, so it will not work. _It is true, Cecilia, (Picking up her backpack and putting away her mcbook) he continued, this time I will believe that it will not work, and so he left. Richard, today is the end of this story, although I missed him today. I ordered a burger, started a new netflix series, a documentary about cooking. Sunday morning, blue sky, I kept thinking about what Richard and I would be planni...

  That message remained unanswered. I was digesting all the information that I thought was negative about Christian. I started to think that it would be interesting for me to value my boyfriend, until that Saturday night, Richard had had a bad day, his cell phone was stolen. Upon arriving at my apartment, we had a very pleasant moment, until Richard asked me to borrow my cell phone so that he could access his instagram, I would borrow it but before I needed to check the settings, if I had deleted everything that was necessary so that he could find no trace. He questioned the reason for the delay and said he didn't need to, when he went to get me ready to go out Richard took my hidden cell phone.

 And behind the pink flowers a smile from my boyfriend, Richard. Richard since our first weekend together looked at me as a perfect woman to marry and spend the rest of my life with. Richard, talked about children, beach wedding, said he loved me every 20 minutes, and alas if I didn't answer with I love you too, yes, there had to be the repetition of the words I LOVE YOU. At that very moment I only knew how to laugh, but who knows me knows that that laugh was nervous, a few minutes ago I was flirting with Christian, who was beautiful, sure of himself,  totally different from Richard. That night I managed to act as if nothing had happened, I fell asleep in Richard's arms watching a serie on Netflix, when he snuck away to keep me awake. The next morning, on Thursday, there was another good day for the Doctor. At that time I already called him by name, because he asked me a lot to leave informality aside. At the end of the night, my Douctor asked to make a video call, we talked a...

That message Monday night moved me. That same day he gave me his personal whastapp number, and we started talking. About him, always about him. A self-assured man, nothing could shake his ego. The conversation went on until midnight. The next morning, when I woke up, the first thing I did was to open the app, after all, I could have dreamed,  and there was an audio of him wishing me good night, I had slept and left him talking to himself. It was when  I said good morning, apologizing for having left him talking to myself, that was exactly at 5 am, immediately  he replied: "Wow, you have everything to do with me, until you wake up early you wake up". And that Tuesday we talked all day, until midnight, including by video call. I could hardly believe that his interest in me was real. So perfect, so beautiful, doctor, owner of a charming smile, all day he spoke to me, showing me how much he was really interested in me. I was delighted. But the next day would be a difficult da...

Ah I love a romance, Oh and mine... theytake concentration off me. i like to live in love, it excites me, makes me happy. I've lost count offhow many times I,ve fallen in love in the past few months. This is my last love story, but my first secret to you! Xiu, stay between us. A few days ago I met Christian Khak. Yes, he was a doctor, tall, handsome, strong. He has a MERCEDES that costs 280,000 reais. Well, I'm focusing on this point, not because it makes a difference to me, but to stop emphasizing the perfection of this man. 34 years old, he is 34 years old. I caught his eye in an online consultation. Thank you quarantine. He lives in the mountains, I live on the coast. if it weren't for technology we wouldn't have met. Cristian is a nutritionist and I am compulsive for sweets Doctor Khak's support is almost 24 hours, good at least for me, after 3 days after the consultation I felt an absurd urge to eat candy, it was when I had a candy at home and in an attempt to ...

This blog will tell Cecilia's secret stories, I wanted to write a book for a long time, but I always thought how hard it should be, so when my English teacher asked for homework, to write a blog, I thought I would add the useful to the pleasant.          So come on, soon we will have Cecilia's first secret tale.                                         I am excited, and you?